Maybe We Can Save Ourselves and Maybe We Won't. But it Doesn't Even Matter if We've Got a Plan as Long as We're Holding on to Somebody's Hand.

So life is insane. Literally. I am doing a little bit better, or at least there aren't as many bad days as there have been. I am beginning to wonder if a good amount of the drama in my life is my own fault. I think that I bring a lot of needless drama into my life and I wonder why... I think that I don't think some of the situations I put myself in will end up causing drama. It surely is something to think about.

I am back to the point of wishing that everyone would be straightforward with everyone else so there would be no lies or misread feelings. I am trying to live this way in my own life and am taking the first step, well, almost as we speak. Honesty is brutal and can hurt one or both of the parties involved but everyone deserves to be respected enough to have the truth told to their face. It's easier to hide, like I've previously said, but sometimes we need to buck up and do the things we don't want to in order to right by another person. And you have no clue what I am rambling about... Nice.

What else is new in life. Well, I hate work and it's killing my social life. I get to see Clarky tonight but that's just because he's seriously worried about me and everything. I could care less if he was coming down here to propose to me; I'm just glad that I get to see someone. That's about it, really. Kicking and scraming against life but that's nothing you didn't already know...